Pondering

The further we distance ourselves from reality, the more we protect ourselves from getting hurt. It’s easy to fall back into rhythms after we try to get out of them,  and it’s usually inevitably going to happen. Just enjoy these moments before the reality of life wakes you up and shakes the harsh truth back into you, and takes it away, even if you think it’s not supposed to be like this. You can become that image you pictured for yourself, and you can be with whoever chooses to be with you, but sooner or later things catch up to you, and you find yourself where you were, and will always be, inside the cage of your own mind. I don’t care, or I choose not to, but one day I will, and I’ll change things for good. No routines, no mess, the final draft that remains the polished product. One day the image I believe won’t be a ‘moment’, it will be the routine.

C.f